zeldathemes
Med student who's much into writing and lifting. But at the end of the day, I'd rather be a navy seal than a cardiac surgeon.
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soom555:

أواصل صمتي لفترة طويلة .. أرغبُ في تخدير جسدي .. ! أغمض عيناي و اتجاهل تفكيري ..  أريد أن أشعر بالموت و لو لحظة .. ! الموت الذي يكرهه الناس و يخشوه .. أرغب أن أبادلهم ذلك الشعور .. أرغب بمعرفة سبب هذا الشعور .. ! هل يكرهونه لأنه يجعل الإنسان ذكرى .. و مع مرور الأيام يُنسى .. ! أم يكرهونه لأنهم يخشون ظلام القبر و ضيقه ! بربكم لما .. ?¡ أو ليس الموت “حياة جديدة” تقضيها لوحدك .. تقابل فيها “الله” الذي طالما حلمنا بلقائه .. !! صدقوني .. سنرتاح كثيراً لأننا رحلنا من “حياة ضيقة” إلى “ضيق فيه حياة” .. ! فلنُدرك أن الموتُ ليس مخيفاً .. أعمالنا فقط هي من تصنع الخوف .. !
_سهام فهد

soom555:

أواصل صمتي لفترة طويلة ..
أرغبُ في تخدير جسدي .. !
أغمض عيناي و اتجاهل تفكيري ..
أريد أن أشعر بالموت و لو لحظة .. !
الموت الذي يكرهه الناس و يخشوه ..
أرغب أن أبادلهم ذلك الشعور ..
أرغب بمعرفة سبب هذا الشعور .. !
هل يكرهونه لأنه يجعل الإنسان ذكرى ..
و مع مرور الأيام يُنسى .. !
أم يكرهونه لأنهم يخشون ظلام القبر و ضيقه !
بربكم لما .. ?¡
أو ليس الموت “حياة جديدة” تقضيها لوحدك ..
تقابل فيها “الله” الذي طالما حلمنا بلقائه .. !!
صدقوني ..
سنرتاح كثيراً لأننا رحلنا من “حياة ضيقة” إلى “ضيق فيه حياة” .. !
فلنُدرك أن الموتُ ليس مخيفاً ..
أعمالنا فقط هي من تصنع الخوف .. !

_سهام فهد

A house full of scraps of poems, unused ideas. A nest of thoughts, the wood chips from an industrious carpenter of the word. Their abundance, like froth, around my existence, excess, boiling over. I don’t know why I sentenced this or that poem to non-being, to silence; why I wrote down this, but not that thought. All froth.
Egypt | 1940s

Egypt | 1940s

I, too, remember that feeling. You are caught between all that was and all that must be. You feel lost.
Haruki Murakami, Hard-Boiled Wonderland And The End Of The World  (via seulray)

violentwavesofemotion:

Another Woman (1988) dir. by Woody Allen

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buttsquadron:

In late 1985, Lebanese militants kidnapped four Soviet diplomats, killing one of them. The Soviets replied by sending their elite “Alfa” Spetsnaz special forces group to Beirut; the troopers kidnapped the relatives of those involved in the kidnapping, dismembered them, and mailed the kidnappers the body parts with the message “more will follow”. The hostages were subsequently released.

The Russians play dirty, but you can’t deny they get results.

Fulfilment was to the brim, then saw subsistence seep through shatters forsakenly divulged. A crackled glass of melancholic broth, toppled over.
HilalJr
I long so much to make beautiful things. But beautiful things require effort—and disappointment and perseverance.
Vincent Van Gogh (via nypl)

Les Amoureaux de Bologne, 1987 by Édouard Boubat

Les Amoureaux de Bologne, 1987 by Édouard Boubat

If people want to let you go, just let them do it. They may not understand who you are. So don’t play around with fire; don’t give them their cake and let them eat it too. Here is your rule of thumb: they either commit to you or get none of you.
Joey Furjanic, The Heartbreak Hotel: How Long Will You Stay? (via larmoyante)
She is a year ago.
She is the ache in the empty,
the first time you changed your mind
and the last time you were sorry about it.
She is a city sleeping beside you,
warm and vast and familiar, streetlights
yawning and stretching,
and you have never. You have never.
You have never loved someone like this.
She is your first stomach ache.
Your first panic attack and your
favorite cold shower.
A mountain is moving somewhere
inside of you, and her handprints are all over it.
Here. Here. Here, you love her.
In the fractured morning, full of
too tired and too sad, she is the first
foot that leaves the bed.
She is the fight in you, the winning
and the losing battle
floating like a shipwreck in your chest.
When they ask you what your favorite moment is,
You will say Her.
You will always say Her.
Caitlyn Siehl, Her, Her, Her  (via violentwavesofemotion)

qahera:

arabic version of the qahera the superhero comic on sexual harassment 

english version here | facebook page